Monday, June 29, 2009

A Happy Dinner

Sorry guys, i was busy with my study... Last week i went back to my hometown, PERLIS. It was so good because can sleep on my own bed and can eat the home-cooking dishes... Before i came back to Peneng, my family and me went to Kuala Perlis to have a seafood dinner... ^.^ It was so delicious especially the hot and spicy fish... It made me drank the soup non-stop... Below have some pictures i took at there... Enjoy!! =]




















Thursday, June 25, 2009

The End...

This is my second times to make the decision on the same question... Although it took me a long time to make this decision... but the answer is.... THE SAME... Actually i almost decided to be with her.. However, something really made me can't accept it!!! I think this will good for both of us.. She no need to waste time to wait me and suffer a lot. So i am.. i also wont feel sad and jealous a lots...
Lastly, hope she will find a good and nice boyfriend... ^.^

Tuesday, June 23, 2009

To all my friends...

Hey guys, if i date with her again. U all will think im useless? I make it clear that i gonna start my new life. But now i date wif her again... Argh... I just follow wat im thinking now. I really cant put down this relationship. Will u all still suporting what i choose??

@-@

What should i do now?!! After i told her i know she got a boyfriend, she was so sad... Now she break with that guy edi and wan to come back to me. I really dunno wat shud i do. Please someone tell me wat i shud do. I saw her cry so badly, tat time i really pity her and wan to forgive her. But i told myself not to date wif her anymore. Did i made a correct decision or wrong decision. I really pity her and actually i still love her. If i forgive her and date wif her, how shud i face the friends who r always supporting me. How???!!!! God teach me how to do please!!

Monday, June 22, 2009

Sucker!!!!

Why??? why??? why??? How come got a terrible things happen on me!!!! Sucker and Fucker!!! Now i already know where should i stand edi... And finally my problem was solved!!! Waiting is meaningless!!! I think today is Part 2 of my life.!! I gonna start my new life!!!!
And sorry i was act so rude!! But i cant control myself... I really angry and sad now!!! Hope my reader dun mind!!!

"GREATER HOPE, GREATER DISSAPOINTED"

Friday, June 19, 2009

Hannah Montana The Movie 2009

I was watch this movie with my frens 2 days ago... Its quite a nice movie... This movie describe Miley Steward (Miley Cyrus) who are struggles to juggle school, friends and her secret pop-star persona. When Hannah Montanas soaring popularity threatens to take over her life she just might let it. So her father (BILLY RAY CYRUS) takes the teen home to Crowley Corners, Tenn., for a dose of reality, kicking off an adventure filled with the kind of fun, laughter and romance even Hannah Montana couldn't imagine. I was touched when she revealed the identity of Hannah Montana. At that moments, its so touching... T_T
Last, i recommended u all should go and watch this movie!!



















So Tired~~~

Hi all, it was a long time i dint upload my blog edi... Sorry about that... Anyway, i was busy with my study because need to pass up many reports, assignments and project before the due date. Some more i have tests for all my subjects however i just finish my last test for subject EEE1104 today. Whats a tired and busy days huh!!!! Although all the tests were passed, but i still need to pass up my reports, assignments and project within this two weeks. Sigh~~~ Erm, its ok lar... Because of lots of homeworks, it causes me not to think too much about my relationship with my xgf and just only concentrate on my study... Now, im feel better edi. I found that to wait someone to love us is more more suffer and wont get any happiness. It will just bring sadness to us. Now, im just let time to decide my fate. Lastly i hope all the couples will have a happy relationship forever!! ^.^

Happy Boy


Friday, June 5, 2009

....

I really speechless now and i hate myself very much!!! Why cant i make a firm decision??? It really made me so sad and down...!!! AAAAAAAAAARRGGGHHHHHH!!!!! She phone me just now... and we had an argue... She said why like that wan... She said im changed my mind so fast... "Today wanted me back to your side but the next day said choose a right decision or nt?" Haiz.. im really confused bout it mar...!!! Wat i can do.. Or u come to teach me lor.. If the things goin like that, i think i will become crazy and crazy... Ok.. you said u love me, but i asked u how long do i need to wait u... U cant answer me and just said I love u but dun wan to dating now... Now i really at the line between to giv up and continue after im listen it.. What can i do??!!

Thursday, June 4, 2009

A Right Choice Or Wrong Choice???

This few days i was thinking about this question...
"Did i made a right decision that im wanted her come bac to my life??"
This question has been around a long time in my brain.... I was thinking about this even though im bathing, studying or sleeping. When i heard that she went to shopping with a guy and that guy willing to spent rm600 hundred on her, my heart was break like a glass fall down onto the floor... Somemore i heard that she was very touched when she received a bouquet of flowers which gave by a guy... I was hurt... What can i do?? Someone can tell me?? Did she still love me?? Or she just treat me like a friend?? Oh gosh!!! I tried not to think all these stuff, but CANT!!! When i heard tat she was doin something or went to where with a guy, i felt very sad... Is this my fate?? Should i wait for her?? Shoud i put these all up?? Who can come to heal my BROKEN HEART?? Who... who.. who??!!!

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

I Miss You!!

I miss you so much!!! Everytimes when i see a couple, i will thinking of you.. I really dun wan to lost u!! You are my ONLY ONE!! How long should i wait u?? When u wan come back to my side???!!! 1 day?? 10 days?? 10 months? or 10 years?? Please... Please come back to my side... I really need you... I cant live without you.. You are my "tomoro"... Without u.. my life is meaningless...
Im just act happy, actually i feel so SAD...!! My heart was hurt so bad and will never recovered...
I need u to recover my hurt... PLEASE COME BAC TO MY SIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, June 1, 2009

SOEAT CHAMPION!!!

Yeah!! Finally SOEAT team did it d... But, do i really have the chance to get her back??? God bless me... I hope i can get her back..!!! Anyway, i need to thx all of my teammate...
To SOEAT teammate and supporters...
Me, IK KHEN want to thx u all...Millions of Thx... Really thx for helping me to get the CHAMPION!!!
SOEAT....SOEAT.....CHAMPION!!!!!

Very Inportant Day To Me

Today is the very important day to me... Today my team, SOEAT 1 is having a FINAL MATCH wif AUP... I was promised my xgf that i will bring her to see this final match... As i said, her oledi was my x... So i cant do this promise d.. But, i will win this match and get the gold medal for her... This is my chance to get her bac.. I dun wan to break this promise!!! To all SOEAT teammate, this is very important day to me... Plz... please help me get this gold medal... All my hopes are inside ur hands... SOEAT team FIGHT!!! Fight to the end....!!!!