A Happy but Terrible Genting Trip

25/09

Nothing special happen today...



26/09

The last time i came to genting when i was form 3. Yesterday i came to genting with my gf family. However, today was a bad bad day. Me and my gf were seperated. She play with her frens and leave me alone... When i was walking alone, suddenly a guy shout:" Wei!". Then i turn back to find who are he calling. That guy look strange and not familiar to me and then i continue walking. Then the guy pulled my shoulder and ask:" Are you Elena bf?". Then i answered:" Yes!". Then that guy showed me a fierce face and told me dun be so lansi and ask me dun grab other people gf. At that time, my brian was stuck and dunno wat was happen at all. Another tall guy came and ask wat happen. I dint bother he at all. The first guy told me dun come to genting and said want to break my head... What the fuck??!!! What happen to that guy?? I dint do any wrong wat.... I only know they were my gf xbf frens. Suck off!! Why they want came to scold me like that?? That time i really angry and wanna go back to my room to rest. I saw my gf was plying with her frens then i walked toward her and told her i wanna go back to the room d. She chased me and ask wat happen to me. Then i told her what was happening. On the way went back to the room, we saw that guys and her xbf. She asked her xbf why they want treat me like that. Her xbf said " i dint ask my frens to growl at ikkhen (me)". Then all of his frens came to round at us and seem want to have a fight!!!! Argh!!! Why they treat me like that?? Did i do any wrong?! Why my happy trip became a sad and terrible trip?! I wont come to genting anymore!! Fuck!!!

27/09
Today was another bad day to me. I found that my gf dint show her love. Sometimes i really jealous other couples, why they so lovely?? But why me and my gf can not be like that?? Before we broke up, she always show her love to me. That time she like a gum and always stick with me. Only 2 MONTHS we break, she change edi??!!! Wherever we go, she walk herself and i walk myself. Is there a gap between us??!! Is that once a couple break and be together, there always a gap between them?? However, i told myself not to angry and try to accpet it. This is the only way can make me feel comfortable. This is the "MATURE LOVE" that she want?? I really dun like this feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is that this feeling is the sign which we want to break edi??!!!

28/09
Came back from genting...!!!

Damn stupid...!!!

Why i damn stupid... My phone broken because of a girl... haiz... somemore my both hands also pain.... ARGH!!!!! stupid HUM IK KHEN... wahahaha....

Why??

Wow, i din't update my blog long time ago......

It is because im busy with my study.... Finally, the final exam was over.... hehe...

Today, i have a thing to share with u all..

Im miss my sweet girl so much...

But dunno why when everytime i talk to her, i cant feel her caring and loving...

Im so sad now.. why?? why im cant feel it???!!!

She always tell me she want to have a "mature love" and dun wan always talk in phone...

i think we just only talk to each other not more than 1 hour per day??

Why??? I want like before.... I want U love me more!!!!!!

I dint love someone before like that...

Guys, what should i do now???

Argh!!! anyway, im so moody today!!!!!!