Thank You

Thank you,
you brought me to this world...
Thank you,
you grown me up...
Thank you,
you educated me...
Thank you,
you gave me a warm family...
Lastly,
I love u,mum...!!

You always in my heart...

Uncle, although we dun have many memories between us...
but u always in my heart..
Rest in peace....

Secret Love...

昨晚又再见到你 你还是那么美丽
我紧张到话都不会说 就傻傻看着你
渴望永远这距离 就是和你在一起
醒来发现这一切都只是我的梦境

告诉自己要冷静 却又无法不想你
我的懦弱已经开始让我讨厌我自己
是你对我有戒心 还是我没有自信
可是谁也不能阻止我 我要暗恋你
So lonely

So here I am, standing all alone.
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you.
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
So lonely

今晚渴望再见你 虽然只是在梦里
短暂的甜蜜也胜过了一辈子没有你
就算没快乐结局 就算从此死了心
我要付出我所有诚意 只要能感动你
我愿意

So here I am, standing all alone.
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
Here I am, waiting just for you.
开放我所有 我要为你怎么做你才接受我（才接受我）
我喜欢你（我喜欢你）我要你（我要你）
我爱你

So here I am, standing all alone（standing all alone）
在某个街头 有个我在这里只为你等候
So here I am, waiting just for you.
开放我所有 希望你能了解你能够接受
I'm lonely

故事就说到这里 就算你们再好奇
我想说的都已说完了 其余是秘密
在那某一个街头 会流传某个旋律
那是我在轻轻唱着歌 我多爱你 xxx

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It is the time to give up edi....
And also is the time to start a new life...!!!!
IKKHEN!!!!!!!!!! Be strong...!!

Taiping...

One day trip to Taiping with my family...

Malaysian needs to know!!!

Another movie wan to share with u all..

Potong Saga...

Just wanna to share this video with u all... enjoy!!!

Paint My Love

From my youngest years till this moment here
I've never seen such a lovely queen
From the skies above to deepest love
I've never felt crazy like this before

Paint my love you should paint my love
It's the picture of thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Been around the world then I met you girl
It's like coming home to a place I've known

Paint my love you should paint my love
It's the picture of thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Since you came into my life
The days before all fade to black and white
Since you came into my life
Everything has changed

Paint my love you should paint my love
It's the picture of thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

Paint my love you should paint my love
It's the picture of thousand sunsets
It's the freedom of a thousand doves
Baby you should paint my love

What the FUCK!!!!

Why?! Why?! Why?!

Why everytime i am the last one to know everything??!!

I already give as chance to u, but why u dont really appretiate it??!!

If u treat me good or even good than before, im sure will forgive everything u have done.

But now why u seem like dont care dont care and dint show ur love at all?? This is hard to ask me to forget everything!! It just make me HATE you only!!

Many people ask me to give up this relationship but im still want to continue it. But why u want treat me like that??!!! ARGH!!!!! Im so suffering now!!!

A Happy but Terrible Genting Trip

25/09

Nothing special happen today...



26/09

The last time i came to genting when i was form 3. Yesterday i came to genting with my gf family. However, today was a bad bad day. Me and my gf were seperated. She play with her frens and leave me alone... When i was walking alone, suddenly a guy shout:" Wei!". Then i turn back to find who are he calling. That guy look strange and not familiar to me and then i continue walking. Then the guy pulled my shoulder and ask:" Are you Elena bf?". Then i answered:" Yes!". Then that guy showed me a fierce face and told me dun be so lansi and ask me dun grab other people gf. At that time, my brian was stuck and dunno wat was happen at all. Another tall guy came and ask wat happen. I dint bother he at all. The first guy told me dun come to genting and said want to break my head... What the fuck??!!! What happen to that guy?? I dint do any wrong wat.... I only know they were my gf xbf frens. Suck off!! Why they want came to scold me like that?? That time i really angry and wanna go back to my room to rest. I saw my gf was plying with her frens then i walked toward her and told her i wanna go back to the room d. She chased me and ask wat happen to me. Then i told her what was happening. On the way went back to the room, we saw that guys and her xbf. She asked her xbf why they want treat me like that. Her xbf said " i dint ask my frens to growl at ikkhen (me)". Then all of his frens came to round at us and seem want to have a fight!!!! Argh!!! Why they treat me like that?? Did i do any wrong?! Why my happy trip became a sad and terrible trip?! I wont come to genting anymore!! Fuck!!!

27/09
Today was another bad day to me. I found that my gf dint show her love. Sometimes i really jealous other couples, why they so lovely?? But why me and my gf can not be like that?? Before we broke up, she always show her love to me. That time she like a gum and always stick with me. Only 2 MONTHS we break, she change edi??!!! Wherever we go, she walk herself and i walk myself. Is there a gap between us??!! Is that once a couple break and be together, there always a gap between them?? However, i told myself not to angry and try to accpet it. This is the only way can make me feel comfortable. This is the "MATURE LOVE" that she want?? I really dun like this feeling!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Is that this feeling is the sign which we want to break edi??!!!

28/09
Came back from genting...!!!

Damn stupid...!!!

Why i damn stupid... My phone broken because of a girl... haiz... somemore my both hands also pain.... ARGH!!!!! stupid HUM IK KHEN... wahahaha....

Why??

Wow, i din't update my blog long time ago......

It is because im busy with my study.... Finally, the final exam was over.... hehe...

Today, i have a thing to share with u all..

Im miss my sweet girl so much...

But dunno why when everytime i talk to her, i cant feel her caring and loving...

Im so sad now.. why?? why im cant feel it???!!!

She always tell me she want to have a "mature love" and dun wan always talk in phone...

i think we just only talk to each other not more than 1 hour per day??

Why??? I want like before.... I want U love me more!!!!!!

I dint love someone before like that...

Guys, what should i do now???

Argh!!! anyway, im so moody today!!!!!!

Engineering Night 09'

It was my first time to attend the engineering night like this.. Im so excited and happy... =] I had fun with all my friends... This also help us to improve our relationship.. hehe... Some more we also help our friend, Angelene to make her dream came true... haha.. She was selected as Engineering Queen of the night!!! wahaha... Angelene, u must thanks all of us and treat us eat ho liao.. lolz... Anyway, hope u will happy everyday...
Friends Forever Ya..!!!!
Any other photo can go to this link : http://www.facebook.com/ikkhen?ref=profile#/ikkhen?v=photos













Our queen act cute... beh tong nia.. @-@




















This is video V.1.. Im trying to make this video more interesting... =]

Happy Friends' Day

Today is our free day, so we all decided went to Gurney Plaza "kia kia". After we reached there, we went to RED BOX to k (karaoke) =]... It made us sore throat but we felt happy!!!
Our Big Boss... XP














Im looks so ugly today... = ='''











































What a sweet couple... ^.^














After karaoke, we went to shopping... They bought a formal cloth and pants because tomoro is our engineering night... I just go to kacau only... lol..

































Today i feel very tired... Need a gud rest... But now i feel so excited because tomoro is my 1st time to attend the engineering night at Cititel Hotel... Yeepee... =]

A Happy Dinner

Sorry guys, i was busy with my study... Last week i went back to my hometown, PERLIS. It was so good because can sleep on my own bed and can eat the home-cooking dishes... Before i came back to Peneng, my family and me went to Kuala Perlis to have a seafood dinner... ^.^ It was so delicious especially the hot and spicy fish... It made me drank the soup non-stop... Below have some pictures i took at there... Enjoy!! =]

The End...

This is my second times to make the decision on the same question... Although it took me a long time to make this decision... but the answer is.... THE SAME... Actually i almost decided to be with her.. However, something really made me can't accept it!!! I think this will good for both of us.. She no need to waste time to wait me and suffer a lot. So i am.. i also wont feel sad and jealous a lots...
Lastly, hope she will find a good and nice boyfriend... ^.^

To all my friends...

Hey guys, if i date with her again. U all will think im useless? I make it clear that i gonna start my new life. But now i date wif her again... Argh... I just follow wat im thinking now. I really cant put down this relationship. Will u all still suporting what i choose??

@-@

What should i do now?!! After i told her i know she got a boyfriend, she was so sad... Now she break with that guy edi and wan to come back to me. I really dunno wat shud i do. Please someone tell me wat i shud do. I saw her cry so badly, tat time i really pity her and wan to forgive her. But i told myself not to date wif her anymore. Did i made a correct decision or wrong decision. I really pity her and actually i still love her. If i forgive her and date wif her, how shud i face the friends who r always supporting me. How???!!!! God teach me how to do please!!

Sucker!!!!

Why??? why??? why??? How come got a terrible things happen on me!!!! Sucker and Fucker!!! Now i already know where should i stand edi... And finally my problem was solved!!! Waiting is meaningless!!! I think today is Part 2 of my life.!! I gonna start my new life!!!!
And sorry i was act so rude!! But i cant control myself... I really angry and sad now!!! Hope my reader dun mind!!!

"GREATER HOPE, GREATER DISSAPOINTED"

Hannah Montana The Movie 2009

I was watch this movie with my frens 2 days ago... Its quite a nice movie... This movie describe Miley Steward (Miley Cyrus) who are struggles to juggle school, friends and her secret pop-star persona. When Hannah Montanas soaring popularity threatens to take over her life she just might let it. So her father (BILLY RAY CYRUS) takes the teen home to Crowley Corners, Tenn., for a dose of reality, kicking off an adventure filled with the kind of fun, laughter and romance even Hannah Montana couldn't imagine. I was touched when she revealed the identity of Hannah Montana. At that moments, its so touching... T_T
Last, i recommended u all should go and watch this movie!!

So Tired~~~

Hi all, it was a long time i dint upload my blog edi... Sorry about that... Anyway, i was busy with my study because need to pass up many reports, assignments and project before the due date. Some more i have tests for all my subjects however i just finish my last test for subject EEE1104 today. Whats a tired and busy days huh!!!! Although all the tests were passed, but i still need to pass up my reports, assignments and project within this two weeks. Sigh~~~ Erm, its ok lar... Because of lots of homeworks, it causes me not to think too much about my relationship with my xgf and just only concentrate on my study... Now, im feel better edi. I found that to wait someone to love us is more more suffer and wont get any happiness. It will just bring sadness to us. Now, im just let time to decide my fate. Lastly i hope all the couples will have a happy relationship forever!! ^.^

Happy Boy

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I really speechless now and i hate myself very much!!! Why cant i make a firm decision??? It really made me so sad and down...!!! AAAAAAAAAARRGGGHHHHHH!!!!! She phone me just now... and we had an argue... She said why like that wan... She said im changed my mind so fast... "Today wanted me back to your side but the next day said choose a right decision or nt?" Haiz.. im really confused bout it mar...!!! Wat i can do.. Or u come to teach me lor.. If the things goin like that, i think i will become crazy and crazy... Ok.. you said u love me, but i asked u how long do i need to wait u... U cant answer me and just said I love u but dun wan to dating now... Now i really at the line between to giv up and continue after im listen it.. What can i do??!!

A Right Choice Or Wrong Choice???

This few days i was thinking about this question...
"Did i made a right decision that im wanted her come bac to my life??"
This question has been around a long time in my brain.... I was thinking about this even though im bathing, studying or sleeping. When i heard that she went to shopping with a guy and that guy willing to spent rm600 hundred on her, my heart was break like a glass fall down onto the floor... Somemore i heard that she was very touched when she received a bouquet of flowers which gave by a guy... I was hurt... What can i do?? Someone can tell me?? Did she still love me?? Or she just treat me like a friend?? Oh gosh!!! I tried not to think all these stuff, but CANT!!! When i heard tat she was doin something or went to where with a guy, i felt very sad... Is this my fate?? Should i wait for her?? Shoud i put these all up?? Who can come to heal my BROKEN HEART?? Who... who.. who??!!!

I Miss You!!

I miss you so much!!! Everytimes when i see a couple, i will thinking of you.. I really dun wan to lost u!! You are my ONLY ONE!! How long should i wait u?? When u wan come back to my side???!!! 1 day?? 10 days?? 10 months? or 10 years?? Please... Please come back to my side... I really need you... I cant live without you.. You are my "tomoro"... Without u.. my life is meaningless...
Im just act happy, actually i feel so SAD...!! My heart was hurt so bad and will never recovered...
I need u to recover my hurt... PLEASE COME BAC TO MY SIDE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SOEAT CHAMPION!!!

Yeah!! Finally SOEAT team did it d... But, do i really have the chance to get her back??? God bless me... I hope i can get her back..!!! Anyway, i need to thx all of my teammate...

To SOEAT teammate and supporters...

Me, IK KHEN want to thx u all...Millions of Thx... Really thx for helping me to get the CHAMPION!!!

SOEAT....SOEAT.....CHAMPION!!!!!

Very Inportant Day To Me

Today is the very important day to me... Today my team, SOEAT 1 is having a FINAL MATCH wif AUP... I was promised my xgf that i will bring her to see this final match... As i said, her oledi was my x... So i cant do this promise d.. But, i will win this match and get the gold medal for her... This is my chance to get her bac.. I dun wan to break this promise!!! To all SOEAT teammate, this is very important day to me... Plz... please help me get this gold medal... All my hopes are inside ur hands... SOEAT team FIGHT!!! Fight to the end....!!!!

Broken Strings

Let me hold you
For the last time
It's the last chance to feel again
But you broke me
Now I can't feel anything
When I love you,
It's so untrueI can't even convince myself
When I'm speaking,
It's the voice of someone else
Oh it tears me up
I try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anythingthat your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell you something that ain't real
Oh the truth hurts
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Oh what are we doing
We are turning into dust
Playing house in the ruins of us
Running back through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train when it's too late
Oh it tears me upI try to hold on, but it hurts too much
I try to forgive, but it's not enough to make it all okay
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I can't tell something that ain't real
Well the truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
But we're running through the fire
When there's nothing left to save
It's like chasing the very last train
When we both know it's too late
You can't play on broken strings
You can't feel anything that your heart don't want to feel
I cant tell you something that ain't real
Well truth hurts,
And lies worse
How can I give anymore
When I love you a little less than before
Let me hold you for the last time
It's the last chance to feel again!!

Yummy

Yeah, finally i tasted the satay which is selling near my house... It is very delicious.. Hope u all like it... HEHE

I took this photo without anyone knowing... XP




















Before














After

Journey Of Goin Back Hometown

This was happen on Thursday when i going back my hometown... The day before, i went to my friend's house to stay for a night... Before went to the bus station in the morning, another of my best fren, Nicky was fetch me and Helium to have breakfast. We called 2 racks of 'xiao long bao', 1 rack of steam 'ha kao' and 3 ramens... These foods cost us about rm21. After finish our breakfast, they were accompany and fetched me to bus station. At there, we were waiting for the bus about 15 minutes, suddenly the counter ask me to change bus because the other bus was late... WTF.. But anyway, i still can reached my home.. I need to thank to both of my friends... Thx Ya....
Below are the picture i took in bus...

Happy Mother's Day

When i was eating the economic rice which i bought at Kopitiam, suddenly my mind was think about my mum home-cooking dishes. It make me taste nothing even tought the economic rice look delicious. I miss my mum so so much.. I cant go back to to hometown to celebrate Mother's Day with my family because i need to prepare my Monday quiz. At here, i just can wish her a "Happy Mother's Day".. I wish she will always be happy..










Lastly, i hope everyone can have a good Mother's Day with your family..
I Love U, Mum!!

Happy Boy

KL Trip...

I have a KL Trip with my family on 24th ~ 26th of May... At there, i spent a lots of money... I bought a Ipod Touch which i wanted long time ago and a pair of converse shoes... Now i become a poor man but i feel so happy because i got what i want... HAHA!!! So happy now...

Item Price

Ipod Touch Rm 1229

Converse Shoes Rm 109

Total Rm 1338

This is the i phone i was bought...

This is the Converse Shoes

Sorry

Oh, sorry... I accidentally press the pose button... Actually doesn't anythings in this day...

Very apologize...

Happy Boy

What is this mean???

This thing was happen in the yesterday night, i was going out with my kindergarten friend to have a chit chat in Kangar. At that time, she was calling me.... and ask wat i doing and where am i. Then i told her i was going out with my kindergarten friend to 'Yam Cha'. After some minutes, her best friend was calling me again, and ask why i going out with a girl... She told me that my xgf was crying and she also told me she just busy her study and need to be alone.... In my mind, i was thinking was she will crying and why she cant corp with her study and choose to break with me??? In the morning, the phone was rang. Is she, is my xgf calling me. I was asking her many things, but she reply me "I love u, but i wan to be alone." What is this mean leh??? Anyone can tell me???

Be a couple, not together to solve problem d mar??? Why she cant let me help her?? In my opinion, i feel that if a very strong relationship's couple will break up when they face the problem and will solve the problems together... I was told her we can solve the problem together but..... Its ok.... I still will happy all the time... (To her: Im not happy because i leave u. Please dont misunderstading.... I just want to be a happy boy and not sad all the time.)

Be strong man!!!!

Happy Boy

1ST DAY OF MY BLOG

Today is my 1st day writting this blog and also is my sad day. Why today is my sad day?? Today i was break up with my lovely girlfriend who together almost two years d. She said she want to be single. After i listen it, my mind suddenly blank. At that time my heart was broken like a glass drop onto the floor. But at last i also break up with her d. I think this is the better choice to both of us bah.... After this happen, i was told to my close friends and they was accompany me and ask me not to be so sad and shud be cheer up. Now i ok d, and i wan to thanks to my frens who are accompany because now i happy d. I shud not be sad because of a girl. I have a lot of things need to do and a long life need to walk. I shud be a HAPPY BOY!!! That why i decided to write this blog. I want to record all my happy life and let her to read. OS: Hey man!! cheer up, dont be so down. One day, she will regret it.
1st time to write blog, i will improve my skill and make my blog more interesting...
Thx to anyone who are wasting their time to read my blog...
:)